Joy Amidst Suffering

Text: Yet if anyone suffers as a Christian, let him not be ashamed, but let him glorify God in that name” (1 Peter 4:16).

Context, Context, Context: Peter was writing to 1st-century Christians circa A.D 63 to persevere in the faith, especially because they were laboring to be salt and light in a culture hostile to their coherent worldview, namely, that God is one and that God is coherent, and that God the Son is Jesus, the Christ. And he has come, just as predicted. He suffered, just as predicted. He was crucified, just as predicted. And he rose again, just as predicted. Therefore, he is King.

Hostility to the Truth: “Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you” (1 Peter 4:12). This is what we call in the military FUOPS, or future operations.

Peter told Christians, “Don’t be surprised.” In other words, be ready. Expect it. It’s coming. What’s the it? Fiery trials. In other words, hostility. Ad hominem attacks. Throwing shade. Slander. The list goes on. But don’t be surprised. Put on the full armor of God. Suit up. Get your gear. Don it. Act like men. Fear not. Trust the Lord and act with courage.

Encouragement: Not sure who needs to hear it, but know this, Christian pilgrim: God sees you; he loves you; and he will not lose any who are his (John 6:39). Rejoice amidst suffering as a believer. Trust the Lord and fight on another day.

People Like a Flock

Text: “You led your people like a flock/by the hand of Moses and Aaron” (Psalm 77:20).

Context, Context, Context: Psalm 77 is a psalm of lamentation. It begins with a cry out to God: “I cry aloud to God, aloud to God, and he will hear me” (Ps 77:1).

That repetition in Hebrew poetry is important to note. He repeats the word “aloud” for emphasis. The cry is audible. It’s a cry of anguish. But the great encouragement that follows is that God hears and responds to the cries of his people.

As Francis Schaeffer wrote, God is there is he is not silent. God is personal. He relates to his creation and to his people in covenant faithfulness.

And how does God do that? By way of a shepherd. By way of a mediator.

The writer ends the 20 verses of the psalm this way: “You led your people like a flock/by the hand of Moses and Aaron” (Ps 77:20).

That is so important. Why? Because it reminds the writer and the covenant people of God that God cares. And God provides shepherds. True shepherds will smell like the sheep. They’ll work themselves on behalf of the sheep. They’ll lay down their lives for the sheep. They’ll equip the sheep. They’ll guard the sheep from invaders. They’ll lead the sheep to the water of life.

Jesus, of course, is THE great shepherd, the ultimate shepherd. But God also calls fallen men who love and know the Lord to shepherd God’s people in the here and now.

The question is, do you have godly shepherds? Do you have a shepherd who is not there to be served but who serves? Sadly, we hear regularly of men who are in ministry not for the people but for self. They isolate themselves. They are not available to God’s people. They want benefits but evade hard work. Run from such people. Find the shepherds who pour themselves out for you–who serve you, equip you, visit you, pray with you, teach you, but most of all, who model the Good Shepherd himself.

S.A.C.R.E.D.

The U.S. Army Chaplain Corps officially has as one of its core values the following:

  • Spirituality
  • Accountability
  • Compassion
  • Religious Leadership
  • Excellence
  • Diversity

It is an acknowledgement that all soldiers and worldviews include some understanding of the sacred. Literally, sacred means “something set apart as holy, dedicated to a deity, or worthy of profound respect and reverence.”

We acknowledge that man is a spiritual being. He is not just material. He has a body, but he is not just a body. Were that so, “values” would be a nonsense category. Man is not just material. He is a body but simultaneously more than a body. He is also mind/soul/spirit.

When I reflect on my two-and-a-half decades of military service, I often discover that certain faces come to my mind’s eye. Oftentimes the faces are of men who embodied a quiet strength I respect and long to emulate. I think of a chaplain and friend of mine who is now retired and serving humbly in his local church. He seeks no fanfare. He longs only to finish his course well and meet the Lord face to face.

I think of a MSgt. Smith, an Air Force NCO with whom I served in Iraq. He helped me immeasurably in chapel services on a deployment in the desert for a year. He mentored men in Bible studies and became a brother in Christ to me those years ago.

I think of civilian pastors from different Christian denominations who came alongside me in Afghanistan and played music, preached, taught, and loved the people while we were there. They sang in completely different styles from my own tradition and yet I witnessed God grip people through gospel spirituals in a way I’ll never forget.

I think of my Christian brothers from Uganda and Kenya who’d come to my chapel very early on Sunday mornings and say, “Chaplain, Let us clean the chapel. We want to worship the Lord.”

“No, brothers; I’ve got it,” I’d protest.

They’d smile those big beautiful bright smiles and insist: “Chaplain, we are here to worship the Lord. Please let us clean. And we will worship the Lord together.”

For the next hour, we’d take plastic water bottles, poke holes in the top with our knives, squirt water on the plywood floor inside the chapel tent, then get on our hands and knees and wipe the floors with brown trifold paper towels, and wipe down the wooden benches.

I’d make coffee, and the brothers would bring more water and coffee that the soldiers had purchased for the chapel. And the brothers would sing songs to Christ in their beautiful Ugandan and Kenyan rhythms.

I’d preach, the congregation would sing, and we would pray.

And S.A.C.R.E.D. was manifested by the people from every tribe, tongue, nation, and language. It was beautiful. It was something you can’t forget once you’ve seen what Christ’s church is to be. One might go so far as to say it’s a foretaste of what’s to come, something set apart, something sacred.

Silence

In these silent times, all’s almost still. But for the whir of the fan blades above, the rise and fall of the book on my chest, my dog’s side visible beyond my feet. Her ribcage swells with her breaths. Then, out again, she shrinks. The whir of the blades again. Through the windows, the leaves are still. Maple, oak, pine trees.

Our boy’s out with friends. My bride’s out practicing music. The cat’s lateral and recumbent on the walk, watching gray squirrels at the bird feeder. She stretches and yawns, almost audacious in watchful slumber.

All’s near quiet. I pick up my novel again. A few more pages. Soon, my bride’ll be home. We’ll eat supper and she’ll speak of music.

‘Youth, manhood, old age past,/Come to thy God at last’ Hawker wrote and preached.

“So teach us to number our days/that we may get a heart of wisdom,” Moses prayed.

The sun’s farther down. My dog snores, unaware of questions or worry or want. She just is.

Tomorrow’s near. Frost penned his famed lines:

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

How to say the unsung songs of the heart, where spirits lie in silent chambers? The ache of beauty unexpressed. To strum the strings of the soul in hope of a hearer.

With Every Secret Thing

Do you ever peruse the news and grow so confused by the contradictory messaging that you may think it’s all rubbish? One day we are told that America’s military has sunk Iran’s military capabilities to the bottom of the seas in the Middle East. The next day, American naval forces are fired upon by Iran’s forces. One day one side is taking credit for peace. The next day, more of our military members are killed. One day we’re told that the other side is ready to make a deal. The next day, U.S. forces in Kuwait are killed. And we’re to believe the news? Really? Which part? Last week’s? Yesterday’s? But you want us to believe the talking points of tomorrow, because they’ll be true?

This is not about politics. This is about the death of truth. We just don’t seem to want it. One day a congressman is a hero for backing your professed worldview. The next day that same representative is run out of D.C. on a rail and called a traitor. One day we’re told coffee is healthy for us. The next day we’re told that we’re poisoning ourselves daily as we sip our favorite cup of the morning.

Pardon us if we’ve grown a bit skeptical of the incoherence and contradictory narratives.

When I had to drive through metro Atlanta the other day, I looked down at my dashboard and realized I needed to fill up my car. I was a long way from where I’d normally fuel up, so I had to patronize a gas station on the corner. 87-octane unleaded fuel was nearly $5 a gallon. For our neck of the woods, that’s pretty unsavory. I don’t live in CA or NY, but in the South. My point in giving such a mundane example of fuel costs is not to speak of myself, but to illustrate that the talking points that pass as ‘news’ are clearly prevarications. It’s just one mendacity followed by another. Wash, rinse, repeat. The cycle continues. Another day’s headlines = another day’s lies.

There’s a loss of trust on a massive scale. Legacy media is just that. It’s dead. Folks over 55 may still tune in to their echo chamber anchorman at 6 p.m. Some of those folks are left. But most others have checked out from such traditions. If they care at all, they get their info online or from reading or from individual podcasters who have divorced themselves from the legacy media.

How does a culture restore trust? Should a culture expect trust to come from government bureaucrats? Should we expect it to come from Hollywood? Plastic actors who don fabricated roles to entertain us into further imbecility, is that the fountain from which we should drink? Or perhaps it’s media. Maybe that’s where we’re to receive oracles from on high about what’s true. Does any thoughtul person believe that? The questions answer themselves.

This morning, I completed my reading of Carl Trueman’s The Desecration of Man. Like his other works, this one was excellent. His theme is straightforward: Outside of the God of Christianity, man is desecrated, a ghost in the machine. He cannot justify his existence via self-referentialism. Without connection to the objective transcendent reality that is God in Christianity, man is like the beasts of field that perish. No amount of entertainment, doomscrolling, bots, plastic surgery, pills, or Botox will eliminate the reality that we are finite, dependent, mortal creatures. You can deny or suppress those realities for a while but they remain nonetheless true. I’m preaching yet another funeral tomorrow afternoon. Week in and week out, I preside over funerals–both civilian and military. We are finite creatures, dear ones.

In some of my reading this morning, I again returned to Ecclesiastes, possibly Solomon’s last words in Scripture:

The words of the wise are like goads, and like nails firmly fixed are the collected sayings; they are given by one Shepherd. My son, beware of anything beyond these. Of making many books there is no end, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgment, with every secret thing, whether good or evil. (Eccl 12:11-14)

Final thoughts:

The alternatives to desecration, loss of trust, loss of identity, and loss of hope are either continued descent into chaos a la Nietzsche’s Madman, where we’re to become gods because we’ve ‘killed God’ or the return to the Christian alternative: consecration. To state the obvious, the wise answer is to acknowledge the folly of suppressing the truth in unrighteousness and return to the God who made us male or female, in his image (imago Dei).

What Does It Mean to Steward Well?

Steward. In the verb form, it means “to manage.” Essentially it means to oversee, govern, and regulate.

Question: I appreciate the image above of a man tenderly placing a young plant into the hands of a younger generation. The young hands, like the plant, are young ones. An investment is being entrusted into the next generation with the lesson of stewardship front and center.

With stewardship comes the reality of wisdom. There is a proper way of doing things. The new plant needs shepherding, tender and loving care, the right environment, nutrition, light, light, and more light. It needs water. It needs to be guarded from invasive species. It needs to be pruned and fertilized. It needs to be equipped to do what it is intended to do–reproduce and replicate.

Connection: In 1 Peter 4:10, the apostle of hope writes, “As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace.” Peter’s initial audience circa A.D. 62-63 was 1st-century Christians who were enduring suffering because of their faith in and allegiance to Christ amidst pagan authorities in what is much of present-day Turkey. They were trying to be salt and light in their generation. But they needed encouragement. That’s where Peter’s epistle comes in.

Peter reminds them that each Christian “has received a gift.” Some of those God-given gifts include prophecy, teaching, exhortation/encouragement, service, leadership, giving, and mercy. There are other spiritual gifts but those are just some of them according to Scripture.

Since each believer has received at least one God-given spiritual gift, how is he to steward well? In verse 11, Peter tells us: “whoever speaks, as one who speaks oracles of God; whoever serves, as one who serves by the strength that God supplies–in order that in everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ.”

In short, don’t forget verse 10: use our gifts to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace. Our gifts are for the body. We’re to be like the man pictured above. We are to equip the body in wise stewardship by teaching, modeling, serving, showing hospitality without grumbling (v. 9), etc. Wise stewardship takes many forms. That’s what Peter means by “God’s varied grace” (v. 10).

I have one or more spiritual gifts as a believer, and my brother or sister in the faith has a different one (or several). I am not a math guy, but I’m blessed to have a fellow elder in my congregation who very much is. That’s by God’s design. I’m equipped to teach and to shepherd, whereas others in the body are gifted in hospitality and prayer. But the goal, according to Peter in verse 11, is that “God may be glorified.”

This is why the church, when it is healthy, is unlike any other body in the cosmos. It’s unstoppable. Why? Because it’s comprised of those who’ve been ransomed from futile ways to serve the living God. They put their spiritual gifts into practice. The body is nourished, it grows, it reproduces, it matures, and it entrusts wise stewardship to the next generations via its visible theology. Doctrines are not just intellectual concepts to be mastered but they have practical implications for the ways we live and are to steward.

We are to “entrust [our] souls to a faithful Creator while doing good” (1 Peter 4:19). Stewarding well is to be one of the Christian’s aims. The quality of our work, the quality of our service, the manner in which we treat believers and unbelievers, the ways we use our tongue/speech, etc. all reveal our theology.

When I get home in the evenings, very often my bride is at her keyboard–practicing songs that she and others will sing at our church each Lord’s Day. She sings, plays, prays, and serves the body. In other words, she’s stewarding well. Her theology is made visible via her behavior.

We should learn much about what it means to steward well from Peter, the apostle of hope. Peter definitely had some moments where he failed to live up to the high calling of biblical stewardship, but he persevered. He revealed himself to be the apostle of hope. He equipped the saints. He suffered on their behalf in ways they were unaware. He wrote to them. He preached to them (but first to himself). He served the body for whom Christ died because he had been served by the King of kings. He stewarded well.

What Does It Mean to “Cast Your Burden”?

Last evening amidst the gloaming I took to the hills after work. I walked some of my favorite paths. I had a novel with me, too, and I paused a while at Reader’s Rock where I sat and read more of McCarthy’s Blood Meridian yet again. Then I walked some more. And finally I returned home.

When I entered the house, my wife and I spoke for a while and talked of our son’s recent trip to the beach with some of his friends. It was a pretty normal evening. But I had a heaviness of heart I could not seem to shake.

My wife sat down at her keyboard and began playing a hymn from Sovereign Grace entitled “From Everlasting (Psalm 90).” And everything changed in my spirit. I stood behind her as she sat on her piano stool and played the keys and sang. And again, my heart changed.

As the words from Psalm 90:2 filled the house, my heart changed. “[F]rom everlasting to everlasting you are God” (Ps 90:2b). She continued through the song, her long pianist fingers coming down upon keys of white and black, and the words continued: “[F]rom everlasting to everlasting you are God.”

I finally turned away when she finished playing, went and brushed my teeth, and prepared for bed. I reflected on words from Psalm 55 from some of my recent studies in Scripture:

My companion stretched out his hand against his friends;
    he violated his covenant.
21 His speech was smooth as butter,
    yet war was in his heart;
his words were softer than oil,
    yet they were drawn swords.

22 Cast your burden on the Lord,
    and he will sustain you;
he will never permit
    the righteous to be moved.

23 But you, O God, will cast them down
    into the pit of destruction;
men of blood and treachery
    shall not live out half their days.
But I will trust in you.
(Ps 55:20-23)

David penned Psalm 55 and Moses penned Psalm 90. Two men that God used from everlasting to everlasting. David wrote in verse 22 of Psalm 55 that the believer is to cast his burden on the Lord. And the result of that trust? God will sustain him. He will not permit the righteous person to be moved (v. 22). What’s more, God will cast down the wicked “into the pit of destruction” (v. 23).

Peter picks up on that image in his letters: “casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you” (1 Pt 5:7). Casting one’s heavy heart–casting one’s burden–casting one’s load of anxieties upon the Lord is the posture of the Christian because it entails looking away from ourselves and unto the Lord, a posture of trust. And assurance.

The Secret Heart

In Hebrew the word for heart is “Levav” (לֵבָב). It connotes the inner man, the character of the person.

Psalm 51 is my wife’s favorite of the 150 psalms from Scripture. It is of course one of David’s penitential psalms. In it he confesses. His sins with Bathsheba and his staged murder of her husband Uriah are front and center. In short, David does not hide from God. He owns his sin and goes to God with it. And God hears and forgives him. That’s the pattern of the believer and that’s the pattern of God. David does not attempt to justify his sin. He owns it. He confesses it to God. And God restores him. The temporal consequences of the sin often remain but the ultimate spiritual balm remains. David is saved.

For all his faults, David remained God’s man. David had a resume you’d not wish to compete against–a poet, a musician, a shepherd, the greatest king national Israel ever had, the son who prefigured the Christ to come, a warrior, a man of means. The list could go on.

What set David apart was his heart for God. Though a sinner, he was God’s man. His heart, his nature, his character—they were Godward. He longed to please God.

Did he fail as a father to Absalom? Yes, clearly. Did he have a “woman problem” at times? Again, yes. But did David repent? Again, yes. Psalm 51 is an obvious example of this character of genuine repentance, of turning away from sin and to God.

In this psalm, David writes that the Lord delights “in truth in the inward being” (v. 6a) and that the Lord teaches “wisdom in the secret heart” (v. 6b). That’s what is meant by Levav–the character, the affections, the true nature of the man, who the man really is at his core.

I’m about to walk the hills that I have walked for years now. I know where the roots are, where the rocks are, what timber is fallen, and where I’m likely to see deer foraging. I know when I’ll hear the creeks flow and when this evening’s sun will disappear behind the western ridge.

As intimately as I know all these things, the Lord knows more. He knows why these passions for his creation consume me. He knows where I’ll step before I extend my legs. He knows the taxonomy of the rocks, the temperature of the creek’s waters, and where those waters will end. He knows the pace of my walk, the trees that tower above me, and how long my shadow is upon the forest floor.

In sum, God knows my character. Indeed, he knows all things. And he has told me in his Word that he delights “in truth in the inward being.”

It is presumptuous to speak for others, but as for me, this breaks me. It reminds me that I’m not my own, that I’ve been bought with a price, that I will answer, and this changes me.

Very Present

Text: “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble” (Ps 46:1).

Context, Context, Context: Psalm 46 is a song/psalm of celebration penned by some of the Old Testament hymn writers of people in covenant relationship with the Lord. The 11 verses of Psalm 46 are words of praise to the present-tense God. That is crucial to understand. God is in covenant relationship with his people. He does not abandon them or forsake them. He is ever present with them.

Teaching: Focus for a moment on just verse 1. Does it say that God was or that God will perhaps be? No, it doesn’t. It says that God is, that God is very present. A temptation that we may feel at times is to think or feel as if God is not aware of our troubles, that God doesn’t care. That’s one of the great encouragements of psalms like Psalm 46. It teaches that the Lord is in intimate relationship with his covenant people. He is our refuge and strength because he is “very present.” Our feelings can and will betray us. It is unwise to live by feelings. They can and often do lead us into unwise relationships. Verse 5 of Psalm 46 reminds us that God is “in the midst.” That is, God is present. He is very present. He sees all. He knows all. He knows where you are and what you’re going through. Therefore, go to him. Verse 11 again teaches the same principle, namely, that the “LORD of hosts is with us.”

Encouragement: This past Sunday at church, I told the saints again and again the same doctrine, that God is present, that God is near, that no one escapes God. You can ignore reality, but reality still exists. Your suppression of it does not change the truth of the way things are. God is a covenant-making, covenant-keeping God. People will let you down; they will disappoint you; they will betray you. But God is faithful and will not—indeed cannot—lie. And that truth, dear ones, is encouraging. God is very present and is a refuge and strength to all who are in him.